Just a few quick updates as to what is going on with me:
BOND: Filming Bond was one of the greatest experiences of my life. Director Christopher Nolan has an incredible film planned for you all. This isn't your grandfather's James Bond movie. There's real heart here. It's just as much tragic love story as it is spy film. The action is insane. The opening car chase alone in Italy is SICK! You will see Bond in a way you never have before. Raw emotion. Remember this is a prequel, origin story. He does not even earn his 00 license until the final scene. Bond isn't cold...yet. He isn't sophisticated, yet. But he will be and you will see how he gets that way. He is hot headed, lonely, looking for love, and emotional. He's reckless. He makes mistakes. You'll see real reasons for why he is the way he is now. Why he says his last name first when introducing himself. Why he orders his drinks shaken and not stirred. Why he distrusts women. This film will thrill you and have you in tears by the end. Both men and women will enjoy it. They really will. Chris joked with me at the wrap party, 'don't forget to thank me when you win the Oscar'. Ha, I doubt it, but we'll see. I have never EVER put so much of myself into a character, and for the first time, I WANT people to see me up on that screen. Wearing Bond's skin of course. I hope you all see the film the way I do when it comes out June 17, 2011. Here are some photos just for you guys....
LOOK AT ME NOW: Over the next 6 weeks I will be hard at work in the editing room putting the finishing touches on my independent film I directed earlier this year starring Chandler Massey and Alley Vendetta. This film is crazy! No film has ever dug deeper into the adult film industry than this movie. My young cast do a tremendous job and I think they will become stars. If you are not watching Chandler on Days of our Lives as Will, shame on you! He is such a great actor and a very interesting person. As for Alley, what can I say? She's nuts. She's a firecracker! ADHD doesn't begin to describe her. But my life wouldn't be the same without her. She is truly one of my two best friends in the whole world (Franco the other). She really gets me. Not many people do. She is one of the deepest, coolest, most intriguing, and most genuine human beings I have ever met and so incredibly talented, musically, acting-wise, etc. She's in the process of recording a solo CD right now, as well as writing a book on her life (at 16 she has lived through stuff people four times her age shouldn't go through) and oh yea, her band Secrets and Sunsets is still on tour rockin' the nation with their awesome music. So all you TMZ people, if you see her and me out and about in L.A., don't get any ideas. I am letting her help me in the editing room and yes we hang out sometimes. Nothing more. Anyway, look for a trailer at the end of December and for the film to be in select theaters near you January 28, 2011.
MY NEW BOOK: Big news! I am writing a new book. Alley and Tyrese Gibson have inspired me to write a book. I have been going through a ton as you all know and I need to not only let it out to keep whatever sanity I have left but I also need to help others. The book will be about relationships and staying away from bad ones. It will also touch on suicide and depression. I have been doing tons and tons of research on psychology and women (partially in preparation for my role as a girl in next year's My Sister's Keeper) and partially due to my self therapy I have been doing. I vowed never to go to rehab again. I am proud to say I am strong enough to change my life on my own and I am now planning on not having sex outside of committed relationships. I no longer want to be a slave to my demons. I am growing and maturing and I know it won't be easy but I am trying. I have alot of good people in my life helping me with this and changing your life for the better means changing some of the negative people in your life. Look for the book to hit stores next summer.
-Til Next time, The Chameleon.